Why can't I
  just feel something besides
  just some numbness?
  No pain
  no happiness inside
  I can't feel at all
  I can't seem to
  grasp what's going on
  without going into
  some kind of trance
  it's so bizarre
  I can't feel at all
  I can't see at all
  No sign of emotion
  nobody is listening to me no
  no nervous reaction
  Just another
  blank expression for me
  what's wrong with me?
  Senses dull now
  staring at the wall
  it must be a defect
  Going numb and
  I can't feel at all