To say that all of those words meant something
  would be to say that your petty wars killed everything
  And i wonder if we ever had one of those moments
  because i cant count the times
  I tried to cut away the dead, hoping to grow up again
  How much i tried to kill the smiling boy
  The burden of falling out of the womb
  How much "not enough" i ever recieved
  I will solve these dreams before i wake up this time
  This loss wighs, it will always weigh